Hey everyone. my birthday was today. im now 20. woot woot. just putting that out there so people will know.

Current Mood: cheerful

Cant beleive i woke up at 5:30 and yet went to bed at 1:24. how crazy is that. i gotta start getting up earlier. things been crazy round here past few days.... *drifts off to dream land a moment* Love my badga. he tries so hard. and yet a mess up alot. I'm in a closed relationship now which kinda helps. my boyfriend got a pellet gun... *hides in cave* yea... lifes awsome with the bunny and badga. I dont think id ask for it any other way.

I only wish people didnt seem to dislike my badga cause of me. its like im ruining his life by taking away his friends. On a better note his family likes me better. well all in all I'm just leaving this so people can see some what whats going on. Im not a bad person. im just a kid on the inside. I may mess up alot but dont hate the badga cause of things i do. If you have a problem with me come to me dont shun him cause of it please.

I just hope all this isnt for nothing. I hope some will see this and think about it instead of immediately hating me and the badga for being with me.

Current Mood: weird

These are words i wish i could someday here zhorah say. however as far as i know he hasnt yet.
These are words that need to be said as unless they are then he will be still liening to alot of people he says he cares for and loves.

(What needs to be said)
I'm sexy and i love my body. I'm sometimes a snob and i'm not totally sure if i'm sorry about that. i love my bf Craig as long as he does not play with anyone else and stays celibit like a good orcy should.
I lie a'lot. let me rephrase that. I lie more than anyone on this planet and i blame it all on my so called illnesses which i don't really have any of.
I lie about money to everyone especialy those i owe it to. my bank account is near 700 mabe more havnt check recently, but i told my friends, at least thats what they thought they were, that i didn't have any money to share when rents were do and when others needed it. i'm jewish and i love to rub it in peoples faces cause i think im better than others. if you dont like that then you can kiss my scaley green ass.
Oh and back to the thing about Craig. Basically what that means is. I'm allowed to screw whoever i want whenever i want and he's allowed to touch no one not even me.

(Zea again)
Please understand i do not do this to be mean i do this because it needs to be out there. I hope people will look at the from my point of veiw and think about things that have been said in the past. *bows then howls to the moon*

Current Mood: depressed